Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Why I Left Facebook...

***Stopping by this post on 9/19/12 to link up to Sarah Markley's
 Social Media Linkup.  Thanks to Sarah for making us all stop and think... :)***

Well, I did it.  I deactivated my Facebook account today.  I have received lots of questions about WHY I would want to quit Facebook, and have had a couple people tell me that it seems very extreme, perhaps unnecessarily so.  I want to answer these questions, at some level....not because I feel obligated to, or pressured to, or because I feel that I have to "defend" my decision.  I just trust the hearts of those who have asked, and therefore want to openheartedly share, to the degree that I can, some of the "why's" behind my decision.

Many people leave Facebook because they're concerned about privacy issues, or because Facebook has "sucked" too much of their time and they've neglected other responsibilities because of it.  I can honestly say that neither of those things are my motivation.  I will try to explain....

For the last several months, God has been leading me deeper into learning about communion with Him and the "interior heart atmosphere" that is conducive to cultivating depth of communion with Him.  He has reminded me over and over again that a heart condition of STILLNESS creates the best setting for true encounter with Him in the secret place.  When I refer to the secret place, I'm talking about the deep places of our hearts where the Holy Spirit dwells inside of us (if we've given our lives to Jesus Christ) and where we  can intentionally tune our hearts to hear His whispers, the secrets of His heart, His leadership in our decisions, His heart for other people in our lives, etc.  It's the place where, the more we surrender our hearts to His Lordship and leadership, the more He comes in and makes Himself at home within us.... the place where the "deep" of His Spirit calls to the "deep" of our hearts (see Psalm 42:7)... the place where we learn to know Him deeply and simultaneously learn to know and understand our own hearts deeply.

Anyway... as the Lord has been bringing these concepts to my attention over the last few months, I have also felt this nudge...this vague, but growing feeling in my gut... that Facebook was (to put it mildly) not contributing to this atmosphere of inner stillness that I'm wanting to cultivate.  It wasn't necessarily the amount of time that I spent on Facebook.... but the constant stream of information from however many hundred people who, tho they're important to me, I don't need to know every detail that they post on Facebook.  It's like it creates "clutter" in my heart, making it more difficult for me to be "still" inside and tune into His voice.  And the Lord challenged me: "Why do you extend yourself at a shallow level (via Facebook) to so many people when it is so not helpful to the interior condition of your heart before me, and when it actually decreases the inner resources that I want to give you in order to pour into the intentional relationships that I've put right in front of you?"  Let me clarify:  Every single person who has been my "friend" on facebook is important to me, no matter how intentional or NOT intentional our relationship has been.  I have made efforts to contact MANY of them, to make sure they have my email address, blog address, and can get a hold of me if they ever want to.  BUT.... the cool thing about this, is that it will require people to be much more intentional in pursuing a friendship with me if they desire it.  I like that.  And if some people DON'T keep in touch, I will not be offended in the least.  I've just gotten to a point where I would rather have more SUBSTANCE inside of me, just in my own personal walk with the Lord, AND for the purpose of intentionally investing in those who He's put before me.... than have 800+ relationships on facebook that are so much less intentional.  But, to those from my Facebook friends list who would like to stay in touch at some level via email or my blog, I say, YES, let's go for it. :)  I value each of you.  I might not always be able to respond right away, and sometimes I may completely fail to respond (though I will try my best!)... but I really do value each of your hearts.

Let me say one other thing.... God has invited me to cultivate this still, quiet place with Him in my heart... some of you may say, "But you're a MOM!  How can you pull this off?  Stillness?!  And HOW many kids do you want!?"  But here's the thing.... stillness is an interior heart disposition, and it has very little to do with your external circumstances.  God has challenged me to look at the distractions and sources of "heart clutter" in my life that are UNnecessary (i.e. Facebook, TV, and any number of others)..., versus the ones that are important, valid, and valuable.  I have a toddler running around my house these days, and hopefully soon will have a new baby in addition.  Are kids loud and messy and wild?  For sure!  Can I still maintain the heart disposition I'm after before the Lord even in the midst of mommy-hood?  Absolutely.  By His grace I can.  And what I DO have control over are the UNnecessary distractions, like Facebook....and I want to steward my heart before the Lord well around these issues, minimize the unnecessary clutter and noise in my heart, wholeheartedly embrace the season of motherhood that I'm in, AND create spaces (spaces in time, spaces in my home, definitely... but more importantly, space within my heart) to meet with the Lord, still my heart before Him, and listen to His heart.  And He wouldn't have called me to motherhood if He didn't intend to meet me deeply in the midst of it.  I have faith that this is His heart toward me (toward ALL of us) - to continue to reveal Himself to me in the secret place, in the stillness of my heart - even while I obey Him in serving and loving my family well.  So I want to respond to Him in this stuff.  I want to choose what is best (see Luke 10:42).  I want to get wisdom, though it cost me everything (see Prov. 4:7).  I want to steward my heart before Him with excellence.

Sorry, ONE more thing, and then I'll be done:

In case I haven't been clear enough, I want to say that this decision is not motivated by fear that God will be disappointed with me or angry at me if I don't do it.  It is also not motivated by guilt.  It is motivated by love. He has won my heart with His goodness to me and I want to do what it takes for me to have ALL that He's inviting me into.  This decision may sound extreme... but to my heart, in light of His invitation, it doesn't feel extreme at all.

I also have to say that if quitting Facebook is not something you sense the Lord inviting you into, I will NOT think less of you if you chose to stay on Facebook. :)  Just for the record. :)  God leads everyone differently when it comes to things like this.

If you DO feel the Lord inviting you to do something similar... Can I encourage you to take several weeks to pray about it?  To not make a quick decision?  To really count the cost before you do it?

Okay, so maybe that was 3 things. :)  Oops.

Thanks friends.  Thanks for hearing my heart.  If you're still reading, thanks for your time too. :)

I love y'all.

P.S.  Here's a link that shows you how to archive and download ALL of your Facebook data.  I did this before I deactivated my account, and I love that I have access still to all of my pictures, as well as everything that's ever been posted on my wall, my private messages with friends, etc.  Super cool to not have to lose all of that.   Click here for archive instructions. Whether you feel led to quit Facebook or not, this is a really helpful tool, since it's good to have a copy of your Facebook data on your own hard drive.


24 comments:

  1. Hooray! Neither Eric or I have ever had Facebook (it's an introvert's worst nightmare in my opinion) and the only time we have missed it is the rare occasion that we get left off an invite to something or when we have wanted to spread the news about something quickly and easily (ie, our garage sale). But neither of those things seem worth the exchange of constant "social" stuff that, albeit from an outsider's perspective since I've never been on it, seems to leave people feeling like they know a lot about a lot of people and yet no one actually feels known. Anyway, as my dad says about us non-facebookers, "May our tribe increase!" :)

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    1. Hey Kelsey... Amen to the knowing a lot ABOUT people but them actually not feeling known. Great articulation of that point. Love you my friend.

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  2. Love all you had to say & completely agree.

    May we all continue to love & listen & obey Abba in all things big & small.

    Much love & Many blessings to you guys,
    Darin

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  3. Dana, Dana, Dana....what the heck...that is one of the most profound, deep, mature, rockin' written pieces I have ever read...especially from someone in your generation. You have put into words, not that I did not have them, but you put it out there just, at the core of my life, what God has been cultivating in me. These almost 7 years has been about that. I did not have that before but was desperately hungry for it. When God began to do this cultivating, it was so very painful because of the clutter in my heart. I would say my relationship with Jesus is so much more fulfilling since he has allowed me to have a much more still heart. The old guys from centuries ago called it a detachment so you can re attach to the One who lives in you. I am so proud of you, so proud you have taken this step to deepen and make your priority Jesus in this fashion. I want you to know I understood completely, everything you said...it is my story too. May you be richly blessed in your endeavor and may more of your generation find this kind of interior life with Jesus. Peace out homie! Larry

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    1. Larry, thanks for identifying with me in this stuff and understanding. It means a ton. Thx for your encouragement too.... it blesses my heart. :) Love to you and Cheryl...

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  4. Well... excellent. I feel this clutter in too many areas, not just from my facebook association but definitely there. I will pray. Thank you Dana, for sharing your personal truth. For me, it is not something to read and ignore. sk

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    1. Thanks for your encouragement SK... blessings on your process with the Lord. :) Love you and appreciate your heart a bunch.

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  5. "He wouldn't have called me to motherhood if He didn't intend to meet me deeply in the midst of it." That right there is more than worth the price of admission. Awesome stuff! -Kelly K

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  6. Thank you Dana, for your transparency in this matter. I know the Lord speaks to us and we can hear His voice when we start shutting out all the outside distractions, TV included! I have seen this in my life but often lack the discipline to follow through. I appreciate you for sharing this as it sure resounds in my own soul. I know the Lord will bless you guys for moving forward in Him, and DOING, not just wishing to change! Sure love and respect you guys. I've learned a lot from you both! xoxo Cheryl N.

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    1. Thanks for your encouragement Cheryl. Grace to you on your journey with Him....

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  7. Thank you sis. This is why I feel so blessed to have come to know you & Stan...your heart. You have confirmed what the Lord has been sharing with me in relation to the courage to Simplify my life, in order to see & know Him in greater ways. I will pray from this place, & please agree with me for the Spirit to move me in His way. Love you sis!

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  8. Dana, just read your message about going off FB (a little tardy--oops) and then this blog about the "why" of it. Thanks SO much for sharing. I too struggle with the same things, although I have tried to set very definite boundaries for myself so that I am not sucked in and I truly do allow those moments of "space" that are needed to allow God to speak, work, and till the soil of my heart. You are so right about everything, though, and I think of you when I think of Jesus telling Martha to "chill," that Mary has chosen what is best by falling at His feet instead of worrying about many things and letting her heart be cluttered! :) I hope we can stay in touch at least a little--FB is how I found you again, after all :) I've bookmarked your blog and will visit it when I remember! Love, Jenny Robinson Abel

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    1. It's so good to hear from you Jenny! Do you have my email address? Glad you dropped a line here... :) I would love to keep in touch. xoxo

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  9. Thank you for sharing. I am challenged to really pray about this. I have had similar urging to consider the clutter and noise in my life. Love you!

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  10. I really enjoyed this post. (I quit after one year on FB. ) My pastor's wife said to me, about considering joining FB, "If I'm not having regular time with God each day, I'm certainly not going to add another thing into my life." Perspective-bringing.

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    1. Hi, it's so true! Facebook is such a draw for so many people I think because it tends to feel so much more TANGIBLE than spending time with God and being affirmed by Him. It's a poor substitute though in the long run... (I say this not to say that everyone who's on FB uses it as a substitute... just speaking of my personal experience.)

      Thanks so much for reading and hearing my heart.... and leaving a comment. It's super encouraging. :) Blessings!

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  11. i understand and respect your listening to god's promptings. growing up as an MK overseas...FB is an answer to prayer for staying connected to many people i will likely never see face to face again. i too need breaks from the "noise" though and work to be intentional about time spent with my long distance community.

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    1. Hi, I'm so glad you commented here. Thanks!! I totally understand, and FB is a wonderful way to keep up with people who are far away. Happy for you that you have it for that purpose! And I by no means feel that everyone should arrive at the same decision that I did... God leads us all differently when it comes to stuff like this that's not black and white. Where did you grow up?

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  12. I loved this post...I made a similar decision to go off of facebook for an entire month. I did return, but with far different motivation, purpose, intent, etc. I also wrote some lengthly posts on the issue, as I was very very very torn up about it for a long time. I too had friends tell me that the decision was too extreme, but it was one of the best things I ever did and still is affecting me, even now that I'm back on. I learned so much through the process (in fact this year has been so FULL of emotional and spiritual growth for me), and I know "the whole facebook thing" was a huge factor.

    I hope that you will take the time to read these posts (they are long...sorry!) not because I want your attention or anything, but because I want to share what God did in my life through the process:

    http://www.beautifulinhistime.com/blog/deactivate-activate
    http://www.beautifulinhistime.com/blog/doubts-and-reassurances
    http://www.beautifulinhistime.com/blog/on-being-a-facebook-postaholic-privacy-and-pleasing-people
    http://www.beautifulinhistime.com/blog/facebook-the-flip-side-on-relationships-subculture-and-who-i-am
    http://beautifulinhistimeblog.wordpress.com/2012/07/18/facebook-recovery-update/

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  13. Dana,

    Well done, friend. You've articulated well YOUR position without heaping condemnation on anyone else. I've seen for years how the battle against the heavenlies rages in our HEADS, and anything that makes to much noise there is counter to what's going on in your heart, too. You've thought about this and have solid foundation for why you made that change...so I support your going (and coming back ;) ). xo

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  14. Dana,

    Well done, friend. You've articulated well YOUR position without heaping condemnation on anyone else. I've seen for years how the battle against the heavenlies rages in our HEADS, and anything that makes to much noise there is counter to what's going on in your heart, too. You've thought about this and have solid foundation for why you made that change...so I support your going (and coming back ;) ). xo

    (Is this posting twice? Can you delete the second one if it does??? I don't see it and I don't see a thing about moderation so I'm trying to leave it again.)

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Hi there, friend! I'm honored and blessed when you share your heart, your thoughts, your feedback with me here. At the same time, I want my readers to feel free to read and process internally before the Lord... to not feel obligated to spit out immediate feedback.... so I am SO not upset or offended by non-commenting readers. Please be who you are - - internal AND external processors welcome here! :)


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